FRIEND?
Anyone looking for a friend? Anyone looking for someone to talk to? Anyone looking to listen to someone? For some reason i feel alone right now, i am in a box and the rest of the world watches my every move, yet i have no one to cry to. It seems like i am the left behind, the rest of the world is moving at this incredible rate and i just sit in the distance begging to be at their speed. It is like that one eppisodeof the old star trek, where the people are on the ship, but they move so fast that the crew can't see them, and to the "new" alienes, the crew moves so slow it seems like they are statues. that is my life, i am a statue. no one wants to slow down, and i can't seem to speed up. i dont' know what is going on, i am so happy right now, yet so sad. it is like when you go out side in the summer bare foot, and you touch the burning hot concrete, for that split second it feels cool to the touch, then a burning sensation hits your feet and you are in pain. or when you grab ice and it is soo cold it feels like it is burning. IT is amazing how analagies are everywhere, you can't hide from them. I want to meet new people, i want to make new friends, i want to meet people who can slow down and help me speed up. I want to fit in.