You have one real choice to make in life, Get Busy Living or Get busy Dying. I sit here with still teary eyes from blubbering like an idiot. I just finished watching SHAWSHANK REDEPTION. One of the greatest movies, and it just backs up my desire to just move away, to just leave my life, i mean i love what i have here, but i have this calling to simpleize. Build a cabin in the moutains, a hut on the beach, work on a swiss cattle farm, a house on stilts in idonessia. You may say that i am a dreamer, but i think i might accully do that. Well enjoy life, be nice to me because each time you see me, it could be the last, i think i might just get up and go. JOSH WAS HERE.

Well, Well, Well, Here i sit, a new man since i last wrote in this diary, as i sit back and re-read my last couple intries, i am just dumbfounded how my life has changed. Exacly one week after i wrote that last entry something happened to me, something that had never happend to me, something that hcanged me for ever. A girl liked me, a girl wanted me and i wanted her. Ever since life has been so amazing. Meghan is my inspriation. I like who i am when i am with her, and i like who i am now when i am not with her cuz i am thinking of her. I just am having a wicked good time in life right now, i am totally sorry i havn't had time to update, but you all know how life can travel at the speed of light and stuff. Soo cherrio to my chaps, i am back and hope to update daily if not at least weekly. Also look towards a new site of mine, a super site if you will a site that i can show my art work on, make updates and also rant about my jones soda. A "one stop rocking" site, well my friends ROCK ON, until our paths cross again
Trip Away, Make no stay
Meet me at the break of day